1 year ago

My last post was December 31, 2021.

Numb, I feel numb.

I see posts and think <This should make me feel something, right?> or <I used to cry at these shows, now nothing!>

It makes me feel cold and empty, like I do not care, but I do, but not really, but I do....

I stay away in my corner and think < hummm I used to care>.

What happened exactly?

I would spend my time sitting or lying down yet I crave the outside, interactions, movement, discussions, arguments and I yet... I have so many reasons not to even go outside.

In 2023, I will feel again, I will make the appropriate steps to bring life back in.