My last post was December 31, 2021.
Numb, I feel numb.
I see posts and think <This should make me feel something, right?> or <I used to cry at these shows, now nothing!>
It makes me feel cold and empty, like I do not care, but I do, but not really, but I do....
I stay away in my corner and think < hummm I used to care>.
What happened exactly?
I would spend my time sitting or lying down yet I crave the outside, interactions, movement, discussions, arguments and I yet... I have so many reasons not to even go outside.
In 2023, I will feel again, I will make the appropriate steps to bring life back in.
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