My soul was praying for a pause
Waking up every morning looking for a cause
A reason to avoid facing any responsibility
Needing my energy just to breathe deeply
Broken down and totally limp
They realize I need to stop, I'm not a wimp
Screaming inside but finally someone heard me
My soul crying for some empathy
Please allow me to take a pause, it's been years preparing
Let me stay away and fill up with something, anything
Can't pinpoint what I need but I am blindly searching
That's how I felt at the beginning
Feeling the worse scenarios as my fears deepened
Reached out to many to find a path to my former self
A healed and calmer version
The answer won't be provided you need to seek your truth
Took a while to understand this, but I did have Ruth
Felt better, enough to, let's say dip my toe
See if I can make it outside of my comfortable Château No longer scared of what could possibly happen
Good, I can get back to what we call livin'
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